kadang gue kalo lagi gabut banget (atau lagi hectic banget sampe bingung mau ngapain kayak sekarang), gue suka ngecek2in gitu statistik blog gue

terus, tadi gue nemu hal yg gak beres......


lah men, gue kaget lah. kok bisa ada orang ngesearch hal itu di google terus ketemunya blog gue?
kan gak lucu kalo tiba2 ini blog kena internet positif karena dianggap merusak moral anak bangsa
yaudah gue kepo kan, kok bisa gitu mereka masukin keyword itu di gugel terus malah tau2 nyantol di blog gue

terus gue mendapatkan jawabannya..........


yang gak gue sangka2 adalah BLOG GUE DI PEJ WAN dan bukan cuma pej wan, bahkan ON THE TOP OF PEJ WAN. TOLONG.

tolong ya plis banget your dirty mind why...why it must lead to my blog yg bersih kagak berdosa (?)
emang sih kata itu ambigu, tapi tolongtolongtolong banget ya itu tuh shabu-shabu yang hotpot itu :" so why u jerks click my blog why

gue gatau harus berkata apa lagi tapi.......minimal........kalian......... ada rasa malu lah ya sama diri kalian sendiri, Tuhan yang ngawasin kalian, dan malu sama malaikat yang nyatet amal kalian........ i mean, apa........ gunanya juga berfantasi dengan hina sambil baca blog orang. cuz in the end you will only feel regret, kan? terus lo repress dan gitu terus aja cycle-nya.

yak, malu, menyesal dengan benar, dan berubahlah. internet is far more useful daripada sekedar buat muasin nafsu kebinatangan lo yang sampah banget itu doang.
It was all unknown to me then, as I sat on that bench on the day I went home.

Everything except the fact that I didn't have to know.

That is was enough to trust that what I'd felt was true.

To understand its meaning without yet being able to say precisely what it was, like all those words from your tongue, those picture of you, that had run through my nights and days.

To believe that I didn't need to reach with my vile hands anymore.

To know that seeing your back was enough.

That it was everything.

So very close, so very present, so very belonging to me.
Bab 12 dari buku Kolb ini bener2 menyudutkan pandangan gue tentang free will gaaaah gue gasuka-_-
apa itu kagum dan apa itu jatuh cinta?
seseorang tolong bikin penelitian ilmiahnya dong, biar gue gak salah paham sama diri sendiri.
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