Warped Reflection - HaMC (translation)

Everyday everynight I feel,
Everything is wrong, there’s no shelter
But I never give up, make a little brave
Everyday everynight I feel,
Everything is wrong, there’s no shelter
But I never give up, make a little fake
Everyday everynight I feel,
Everything is wrong, there’s no shelter
But I never give up, make a little wave

At some point I turned my back on the me that had become weak
And walked away, stumbling
I worry about things like morals and categorising
And my days don’t change

At the sight of my empty self in the mirror
Tears suddenly overflow and I can’t wipe them away

I’m more afraid of believing than I am of losing
What does that mean?
I don’t even want to know
Running from reality, how far do I need to run before I can shake it off?
I can’t go back along the path I’ve walked up to now
Warped

Keep yourself keep my self
Make progress your sense

A stupid stubbornness
And the sense that I can’t smile properly

Though I don’t even know the face that I’m taking through today
I want to follow someone’s tenderness

A loneliness I can’t put into words
If I run up against it, I’m sure to break
Stupid as it was, I pretended to be satisfied
And said if things don’t go the way I expected
“Tomorrow’s sure to be OK”
Looking for a groundless comfort

Keep yourself keep my self
Make progress your sense
How far do I need to go before I get there?
I’m a traveller with no destination
I knew from the start
(There is no answer)
I felt it all the time
(There is no shelter)
Once again, I am reflected
In the mirror of my heart that I locked up deep inside

I’m more afraid of believing than I am of losing
What does that mean?
I don’t even want to know
If I put my ideals on display, unable to hide them, they’ll grow further away
So I stifle them, even though it’s hard
Running from reality, how far do I need to run before I’m rewarded?
I don’t know, I can’t move so I can’t get out

Everyday everynight I feel,
Everything is wrong, there’s no shelter
But I never give up, make a little brave
Everyday everynight I feel,
Everything is wrong, there’s no shelter
But I never give up, make a little wave